Really doped up on painkillers, drinking chocolate milk and researching Scientology all while thinking about how once again I’m completely enamoured with someone who I fucking despise. I can sigh at every stupid fucking word to come out of her mouth and I can lie there, not saying anything just listening to her ramble shit for hours and be utterly content with life for a moment. Maybe it’s when she described herself as just like me, that fucking broke me. Ugh god fucking damn it and I thought skipping school to be a junkie was a low point.
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